World of Women - World of Women - V3 - Chapter 7
āIām so sorry, my sweetie.ā The woman who claimed to be my
mother sighed. āI sent that woman to comfort you. I couldnāt imagine that she
would actually make an attempt on your life. First the poisoning, then this.
Truly, this castle is full of snakes.ā
We were sitting at a table that had been set up in my room. It was done with the snap of a finger by this Queen. There was now tea and some strange biscuits set on the tray and she was enjoying a cup as if we did this regularly. It took the help of a servant, but I managed to sit next to her. One nearly-naked servant stood by ready to pour more tea, and the other stood nearby, ready to catch me if I fell. Both seemed to be made of sterner stuff than the one who had been caring for me. They didnāt flinch at all and their movements were impeccable.
āMother, do I have any otherā¦ harem members, I should be
concerned about.ā I asked, my eyes twitching over calling this strange woman
mother.
āYou currently have two left. The first has been around
slightly less than the first. She is more docile though, so I believe she will
not attempt to kill you.ā
I could only take a sip of tea to keep from grimacing.
āFantastic.ā
āThere is one other.ā She said, not noticing the tone of my
voice. āShe has never met you before She came in about a month ago, and I have
been keeping her at a distance. She does not know about your poisoning.
However, the delaying tactics are getting a bit much. Sheās a veryā¦ wellā¦ sheās
a Bule, and very vocal about her displeasures. You would need to train her with
a firm hand to make her obedient.ā
āTrain her? Sheās not an animalā¦ā I said.
The woman gave me a blank look like she didnāt understand what I meant in the slightest. Sighing, I picked up one of the biscuits and bit into it. It tasted dry to me.
āWhat of my fiancĆ©e?ā I asked. āDo I have a woman Iām going
to marry?ā
The Queen dropped her spoon that she was using to stir her tea and silence permeated the room. I finally looked up to see the stern look on her face. However, she didnāt seem able to meet my eyes for very long. She lowered them and sighed.
āYour job as a prince is to create an heir. You must produce
a male offspring. The sooner, the better.ā
I could only cover my mouth and hide a wry smile. Regrettably, I had already lucked out and had every male offspring I could. Itād be a miracle if I produced one in the next fifty years. Then again, that was another men, in another world. Was I even in the same world anymore?
āAre menā¦ rare?ā I asked, a spike of nervousness shooting
through me.
The Queen blinked as if completely surprised by my question. āMy son, you are exceedingly rare. Men are only born once for every thousand offspring. In our entire country, there are only a few thousand men.ā
I let out a low breath of relief, my stomach feeling like it was dropping to the floor. This world was the same world. No, I still didnāt know that for certain, but it was a lot closer to being true than a moment before. At the very least, this world had the same rules as my last world, but what were the chances I reincarnated to two different worlds with the same problem? That had to mean I was in the same world that Clyburn was in. I still wasn’t going to mention Amaryllis. That was giving away too much information to this woman, and I didn’t trust her.
Breathing slightly easier, I continued to question this
woman while she was still forthcoming with answers. āYou were saying? I must
create a male offspring? How is this related to the woman I marry?ā
I realized that if this was a world where men were rare,
itās possible I wouldnāt get married. Except, this culture already distinctly
had something known as a harem. Why bother with making a distinction if there
was no wife? Furthermore, how else did this woman become queen, if not for
marrying my, well, his father? I wasnāt ready to associate myself with this new
personality yet, especially since I contained none of his memories.
āRightā¦ā Mother gave me a gentle smile. āAs the prince, you
have no official requirement to marry. I myself was your fatherās concubine
before I became queen. I am Queen now because you are the prince and I am your
mother. When you have a male heir, you will retire into the council and work
alongside your father and grandfather.ā
āMy father?ā My eyes widened a bit.
I supposed there was no reason I wouldnāt have a father in
this world. Even my grandfather was still alive.
āYesā¦ he is most eager for you to join him in the council.ā
Mother smiled. āIn the case of your father, he did indeed marry me, and we
continued to produce children for a while after. However, we have little to do
with each other in all but name now.ā
āSo, I will marry the woman who gets pregnant with a male
baby?ā
The Queen sighed, gently pursing her full lips. āYou, my
baby, I know are a bit different from other men. I never expected you to fall
for just any woman. It was at that point that I started grooming someone just
for you. She was to be your perfect wife, trained to serve you in every capacity.ā
āWas?ā I caught the sense of loss in her voice. āWhat
happened to her?ā
āTwo months agoā¦ā The Queen had a sad look in her eyes. āShe
tried to poison you, my prince.ā
āR-really?ā I gasped.
āShe was your sister. I thought she would be the most loyal
and most obedient. But in the end, she was the one who poured poison into your
cup and watched as you chocked nearly to death.ā
She wasnāt just my fiancĆ©e, she was also my sister? A flash
of a young Hannah slipped through my mind. I didnāt hate the girl. I didnāt
even feel afraid of her. Hannah had also done some questionable things. What
could I say, I had a weakness for sisters.
āWhere is she now?ā I asked quietly.
āI had her put in the dungeons. She remains there until this day. I awaited your fate to decide her punishment. However, now that my son is alive, I think it is most suiting if you decide the fate of your sister, donāt you think.ā
No matter how much I tried to reject it, images of my
sisters from my old life were flying through my head. Were they okay? What were
they doing now? If they got wind of my death, they could be crying their eyes
out right now. Hannah would assuredly do something destructive, while Madison
would hide in her room and become a recluse. What about Rose and my children?
They would grow up without a father!
Noā¦ that was normal in this world. Theyād likely grow up
more normal than most. Mako! My hands tightened on the cup. I hadnāt thought of
it, but Mako had a contract with me. Upon my death, Makoās life would beā¦
Crack!
āOh, my sweetie!ā
The glass had shattered in my hand. Shards of it dug into my
flesh and it was bleeding onto the table. The guard nearby was almost
instantaneous with the cloth and the woman who called herself my mom
immediately had my hand, picking out shards of glass without a care for her own
sake. I could only wait while she fixed me up.
If I was truly dead, then that meant that Makoās life would have similarly been harmed. Wait, but it was also a soul-binding spell. My soul, if thatās what I could call it, was still on this planet. I didnāt know for certain if Mako was dead. There was some room for doubt. With that, I started to relax at least a little bit. Ā A maid instantly brought out a bowl and my hand was cleaned and bandaged in a moment.
āIs there some problem with having your sister in the dungeon?ā
The Queen asked worriedly, not realizing where my mind had gone a moment
before.
āAhā¦ actually, if it is not too much trouble, I would like
to see my sister.ā
The Queen paused, but then slowly nodded. āYesā¦ I suppose after
being poisoned, you donāt want to beat around the bush much longer.ā
I actually didnāt have any anger towards this sister who
poisoned me. I didnāt have any memory of her or my previous life. The more
things I found out about it, the more I wondered if that might actually be a blessing.
In a way, her murdering my former hostās body only paved the way for me to come
here, and wiping his memory stopped me from executing some of the same cruelty
that he had. Would I have still been me if I had his mind mixed with the other
two?
That was a terrifying thought I hadnāt considered with
Clyburn. I sort of just was one day, a cross between the 35-year-old man and
the 12-year-old boy, neither mature nor innocent. Did that mean that the real
Clyburn, the one that would have lived that life, was gone? And what about the 35-year-old
me? I had always taken it for granted that I died.
As I considered these dark thoughts, the Queen made some hand
movements towards the maid staff. There seemed to be an entire language that
she was able to speak through gestures. This one had them cleaning me up and getting
me dressed to leave. I was stripped in front of that woman, bathed, and then
dressed in silk garments. The maids were extremely thorough, but I made sure to
avoid looking at them, as they were still almost completely naked in garment.
Luckily, I had experience with this in my old residence.
Being forcibly washed or dressed, let alone watched by women, wasnāt something that
phased me much anymore. I had been raped in front of a crowd of man-hating WRA
members, I could deal with being looked at in uncomfortable situations. As for
my mother, she wore a stern expression that didnāt even give me the opportunity
to complain about it. Well, they were getting me ready to see this sister of
mine, so I didnāt have any complaints.
When they finished, I was placed in a wheelchair which looked
a bit fancier than standard, with some unnecessary weaving and cushioning. I
sat and it was one of the maids that pushed me while the Queen walked beside. The
hallways were decorated much like my room, covered in an assortment of
beautiful rugs and extravagant art. We occasionally passed others that worked
in the castle, but once they noticed our group, they would all fall to their knees
and lower their heads, not looking up again until we had passed. Even my old
life hadnāt been at this level of worship. I didnāt know how I felt about it.
We headed to what appeared to be a lift. I wondered vaguely
if it was a magical lift or a mechanical one. Knowing this world, it was likely
a combination of the two. It probably was just a standard pulley system, but it
was powered through the use of magic. The elevator took us down, and I could tell
it was more than a few flights of stairs before we reached this place. This
must be the castleās dungeon. As soon as we rolled out, I could feel the oppressive
damp coldness. It was a place I really didnāt want to find myself.
A little sister of mine had been placed in this dungeon for
two months. I couldnāt imagine the condition she was in. We headed down the corridors
where there were cells after cells. The castle didnāt seem to house too many guests,
thankfully, so this sister of mine must have been one of a few exceptions. It
was about a two-minute walk when we finally reached the cell and stopped. I was
immediately turned to face the cell.
The smell was not particularly pleasant, and I could tell that prisoners weren’t afforded basic plumbing. I didnāt see a bucket either, but I didnāt want to dwell on the repercussions of that too long. Squinting into the darkness, I saw a small form curled up in the corner. It was a girl who looked about 14 or 15, with black hair, pale brown skin, and a few features that reminded me of her mother. I immediately reached out, but when I saw the maid next to me, tense, I dropped my hand from reaching the bar.
Finally, the girl realized she had company as she looked up.
āM-mother?ā
Her voice came out in such a light and mournful tone, that
it instantly melted my heart. The girl herself was very filthy, but in her
prime, she would have been pretty. I couldnāt help but lean forward.
āSisterā¦ā I spoke softly.
She was squinting her eyes, the light of the lantern in my
sisterās eyes was too much and she had them covered. āBrother? Brotherā¦ youāre
alive.ā
āHmmā¦ no thanks to you.ā The Queen spoke up bitterly.
āNoā¦ Motherā¦ I didnātā¦ I wouldnātā¦ā The little girl crawled
across the filthy straw floor and grabbed the bars. āPlease. I didnāt mean to.ā
āDidnāt mean to poison the prince?ā her motherās voice
turned disgusted. āI have no daughter!ā
āNo!ā the girl cried, her hand reaching out.
Her fingertip almost touched my knee. A maid suddenly moved,
bringing down a wooden dowel which struck the little girlās hand with a crack.
I jumped a little at the movement. The hit might have broken her hand, but the
maid did it so casually to a daughter of the queen. The little girl let out a
shriek and pulled her hand back. Tears began to race down her face as she sobbed
miserably. This was the face of the girl who poisoned me? How could I believe
such a thing?
When she finally calmed down enough that her sobs were low
and mournful, watching us without any more hint of the hopefulness she had a
moment before, I decided to speak up. āWhat is your name, sister?ā
It might have been something I should have asked the Queen
earlier, but it wasnāt something I was focused on at the time.
āMy prince?ā She asked, clearly confused.
āYou insolent child!ā Her mother snapped. āHe asked you a
question!ā
The girlās eyes panicked but she quickly nodded obedience. āK-kemalaā¦
my name is Kemala.ā
I nodded thoughtfully. I wanted to talk to this girl, but I
realized very quickly that between this woman who called herself my mother and
the maids, it was impossible. I wanted to calm her down and get to the bottom
of it, but they seemed to be full of so much hate and anger that they didnāt
even give her a chance to talk.
āBring her to my room,ā I said, sitting back and giving a cool
look.
The woman named Mother looked uncertain. āMy princeā¦ as for
thatā¦ā
āAnd bring me my tools,ā I added, giving her a look.
The Queen relaxed. āSo, youāve decided to give the punishment with your own hands. Very well, my son.ā
Kemalaās eyes widened. āW-waitā¦ brotherā¦ no! No! Pleaseā¦
Kemala loves her brother. Kemala didnātā¦ pleaseā¦ donāt!ā
I looked away, feeling a wave of guilt as I didnāt meet her
eyes. āTake me back up. Iāll be waiting.ā
āB-b-b-rotherā¦ā Kemala broke into tears, a puddle formed
under her as she shook with fear.
I felt like vomiting. This was the effect that the princeās tools had on women. This little sister who was raised to be my wife likely knew what the tools meant more than anyone. They meant rape, torture, deathā¦ I felt dizzy and I just wanted to get out of there. I thought the world I was in as Clyburn was dark and unforgiving. Somehow, I had ended up reincarnating in a world that was even worse.
The only way I could survive was to be as hard as them. I
had to become one with the monster, without becoming the monster. Thus, I
maintained my cold expression as the maid silently brought me back to my room.
The tools were brought in only a few minutes later. The woman I refused to call
Mother stood nearby.
āMy son, are you sure youāre ready for this?ā
I gave a smile, putting in a look of madness. It was the same look I had seen on the eyes of Hannah the night Tinya died. It was the same madness that was in Angelaās eyes every moment of her existence. It was the same madness of Dibya Monic. Now, I was the one who looked mad.
āOf course, mother. It will beā¦ relieving.ā
The Queen gave a gentle knowing smile. āVery well, my son, but
if at any point you feel you cannot continue, just call for a maid and she will
finish the job.ā
Finish the job. That would be, killing my little sister.
āOf courseā¦ā I laughed with just a tinge of insanity.
To any normal person, they would have been unhinged by this,
but to the maids and the Queen, they almost seemed relieved. Was my former self
truly so mad? I sat in the dimly lit room and considered those thoughts as I
waited for the terrified child to be brought before me. Kemala was carried into
my room. She had a black eye now. It was possible she had fought as she was
dragged up here. Now, she hung lifelessly between two maids, who dumped her on
the floor at my feet. She flopped down on the ground without any energy as the
maids stood to either side.
āYou may go,ā I said, causing the two maids to look at each
other questioningly. āGO!ā
My screech made them both jump and then flee the room. I let out a breath after that. I had no clue how my predecessor truly acted. I was only going by my own guesses and the nonverbal cues I had been getting from those around me. It seemed like the more I acted like the old me, the more these people dropped their guard. I rolled my chair up in front of Kemala and then slid out, ending up on my knees. The girl herself was bowed down, in a position not completely unlike the workers who prostrated themselves to us as we headed down to the dungeon.
I reached out my hand, and Kemala flinched like a frightened animal. My hand and my tools were a source of fear for this girl. They were a source of fear for any girl in this fucked up location. Very gently, my hand fell on her head, and I gave her three distinct pats before pulling my hand back. Kemala kept her eyes closed for a while, but after a minute passed, she opened them and looked up at me, confusion on her face.
āB-brotherā¦ā her voice still hopeless, but sounding too weak
to fight back.
I reached out and touched her arms, tugging them up. Understanding what I wanted, she rose up, and ended up in a position kneeling, just like mine. We were both on the floor, kneeling and facing each other now. If anyone saw this, they wouldnāt know what to think. When her eyes finally looked to my face for the first time. I gave a gentle smile. It wasnāt filled with insanity or hatred. It was the most comforting I could be. It was the smile I had mastered after years of teasing my sisters and mother.
Kemala shook, too scared to take the bait. How evil of a
brother had I been? Even this she thought must be some kind of trap. Thus, I
decided to take things the next step.
āKemala, Iā¦ Iā¦ā I reached out and put my arms around. āI
justā¦ wantedā¦ Iā¦ wantedā¦ā
With this small shaking girl in my arms, everything I had
been through the last few days came flooding back. The death of the entire crew.
Charlie. Brooke. My own life. Everything I knew was gone, and this new life was
stranger and scarier than anything I ever thought possible. A tear started
falling from my cheeks. No, I started completely bawling. It was stronger and
more violent than anything I had done in Morganās lap a week or so ago.
Kemala could only sit helplessly as I desperately clung to
her, crying wordlessly. This was something I couldnāt do with her mother, who I
didnāt trust. It wasnāt something I could do with the harem, who was afraid of
me. It wasnāt something I could do with anyone, yet this girl, just by being
here at this time, brought it all out of me. My tears fell and drenched the
front of her dirty rags. After a minute or so, her hand rested on my head, and
just how I had patted her, she was now patting me.
I wanted to stop. I wanted to just get over it and move on,
but I needed this. It was twenty minutes by the time I finally settled down. I
finally started sniffling, and moving a bit.
āB-brotherā¦ please donāt hold me.ā Kemala spoke when she
thought I had calmed down enough. āIām dirty and I smell.ā
I blinked and then stuck my nose into her neck and took a big sniff. Kemala tightened her neck and pushed me away. Her face was completely red now and she was very flustered in a cute expression completely unlike the fear and deadpan from before. Her eyes showed disbelief and extreme embarrassment. The force of her push was enough that I stumbled back onto my butt, bumping into my wheelchair and causing it to roll away.
āAh! B-brotherā¦ Iām so sorry!ā Kemala jumped to her feet.
Even though her movement was wobbly from weeks in the dungeon,
she stumbled to the wheelchair. It had bumped into the tray table with my
tools, and as she grabbed it and pulled it, the sheet covering the tools came
off, and they immediately jingled and glinted with malicious light. Kemala
froze as her eyes locked on to the tools.
That was right. My strange behavior earlier might have caught
the girl off guard and perhaps even made her come out of her shell for a momentary
lapse, but she had been brought to this room to be killed. As for my crying and
sniffing, that could all be just the fact I was crazy and unpredictable. However,
I was clearly hurt, and without my wheelchair now. Meanwhile, the glint of a knife
was a few feet away from Kemala.
Since it came to this, I decided to take the gamble. āYou
could do it, you know.ā
Kemala spun back to me, her eyes widening. āWh-what? I donāt
know what brother means.ā
āThat knife. You could take it, and kill me. If you were
wondering. There are no guards, and Iām as weak as a baby. A girl earlier tried
to smother me with a pillow. If you killed me, there is a chance you could
escape this room.ā
Strangely enough, the expression on Kemalaās face wasnāt
temptation or fearā¦ it was anger.
āI would never!ā Kemala shouted. āYouāre my brotherā¦ andā¦
andā¦ even if I die, itās because my life has always been yours!ā
She pushed the wheelchair over to me, her eyes seeming to
have regained some passion after facing death. Perhaps after two months in a
cell, I had reminded her of why she existed. She was raised to be mine. How
could someone like that betray me? I had thought the tale suspicious from the
beginning, but I still wanted to hear the words.
āYou didnāt poison me, did you?ā
Kemala shook her head emphatically. āI didnāt! I wouldnāt!ā
As if to punctuate this point, Kemala helped me back up into
my wheelchair. Once she did that, she fell back down on her knees, lowering her
head docilely once again.
āIf you didnāt do it, do you know what that means?ā I asked.
Those words caused Kemala to look up questioningly, not sure
where I was going with my question.
āWhat, brother?ā
āIt means that someone else in the castle did,ā I explained.
āAnd theyāre probably still loose.ā
Kemalaās mouth fell open as if the thought never came to
her. āBrotherā¦ youāre in danger! What do you need me to do!ā
This girl was so one-sidedly straightforward, that it was
really refreshing. She reminded me a lot of Charlie, except Charlie would be
looking for a way to con me, while Kemala only seemed to want to help.
āI need you, sister. Mother canāt be trusted. I wouldnāt put it past the maids either. Youāre the only one I trust. We need to work together.ā
Kemala immediately jumped forward, her hands on my lap and
her head gazing up at me like a loyal dog. āIām yours!ā
āGoodā¦ā I nodded. āThen the first thing I must doā¦ is to give
you a sponge bath.ā
āEh!?ā
As it turned out, Kemalaās screams and pleas did fill the hallways, but when the finally settled down and the maids entered their room, they found Kemala completely untouched. Well, not exactly. She had an expression as deadpan as before as if the spirit had been sucked out of her. What new forms of torture had the Prince devised? The maids would never be able to guess.